I remember a time of grief and shallow breaths
my life in ruins lie beneath me
whats behind runs fast and I am not yet closed
for it takes me into its chest and holds me abroad
I stare into a bottomless nothing, now it seems to be
for what I once loved seems so intirely greived
and minutes take my seconds away
into decades and what seem to be waisted days
I spend without you, what visions are these?
I see nothing but holes and feel bloody knees
stare deep and cry 6 feet below
touchable memories are all let go
for what has happened to my dear sweet son?
take my life and my grief this deed is done.